I was in highschool when the WTC attack happened. I remember thinking at first that it was an accident, and then how absurd it seemed that it would be an attack. I even made jokes about it with friends at lunch, because it just didn't seem real. It wasn't until I got home, and turned on the news, and spent the rest of the night watching the news and on the internet, trying to soak in everything that had happened. I remember being in a bnet chat room for diablo 1, which is where most of my friends would gather online, and swapping a flurry of news links as we tried to keep up.
Now, like most, I've grown cynical. I still feel it was a terrible tragedy, but I get tired of people always bringing it up. I feel like the impact of the event has been overshadowed by the politics, and I can't help but feel that any time anyone mentions it, it's only because they have an agenda.
Tonight, the history channel held a documentary, 102 minutes that changed the world, that spliced together civilian video footage of the event, in semi-real time, from the first impact to the final collapse. It's the first time since it happened that I've watched this much actual footage, and was in fact the first time I ever saw actual, clear footage of the second tower being struck. I'm left feeling shaken, remembering what it was like when it first happened, and seeing it without agenda for the first time in what feels like forever.
Before flipping past that program, and watching, it was just another day.