I miss my bro too, CJ, at least you live somewhat near him though. 
So I told myself I wasn't going to drink again until the party I'm going to at the end of October. I tend to spiral to depression faster when I drink, and lately I've been overdoing it and getting full-on blackout almost every time I imbibe at a party/gathering.
Yet, here I am with a six-pack on a work night. I am weak.
I worry I have a problem.

So I told myself I wasn't going to drink again until the party I'm going to at the end of October. I tend to spiral to depression faster when I drink, and lately I've been overdoing it and getting full-on blackout almost every time I imbibe at a party/gathering.
Yet, here I am with a six-pack on a work night. I am weak.
I worry I have a problem.