Ok, the divorce isn't finalized and the whole story is way to damned long to share here (besides, a fair share of it has already been aired) but today we had a hearing for the separation and etc, establish custodianship of my children (to me) and her paying child support, etc.
I won.
Yet for some reason I'm lacking in enthusiasm and excitement. Partly I know how much she's hurt by this decision but I also know the only real reason that it had to come to all of this is because she didn't want to pay child support.... which I never wanted in the first place. The only thing I've ever wanted was to keep my children in my home.
So.... I have a lot of theories as to why I'm not excited about all of this, but yet I still think I should be.
.....
Any thoughts?
I won.
Yet for some reason I'm lacking in enthusiasm and excitement. Partly I know how much she's hurt by this decision but I also know the only real reason that it had to come to all of this is because she didn't want to pay child support.... which I never wanted in the first place. The only thing I've ever wanted was to keep my children in my home.
So.... I have a lot of theories as to why I'm not excited about all of this, but yet I still think I should be.
.....
Any thoughts?