So I am sitting here, unable to sleep. I can hear the thunder outside and a few flashes of light through my curtains. I am totally uneasy, and it's just making it even harder for me to think about sleeping. Then I got the idea to post this just to get it off my chest.
Just for the record I was born and raised in California. As such, I can sleep through earthquakes. They don't even effect me. An earthquake could happen right now and I would just let it rock me to sleep. That is how used to them I became and I just wanted to mention that to make what I am about to type seem even more ridiculous.
When a storm would come through my regions of California it would either be some light rain, maybe some sprinkles. In the rare chance it involved lightening and thunder, it was always so tame, almost pitiful on the coastline. I got used to storms being something nice, calm, and easy. Something almost purifying.
Then I moved to Texas with my then girlfriend. I realized during one of the first "storms" that I was not going to enjoy the rain out here. I was sitting in my desk one night with the rear window open listening to the rain when a flash of light occurred followed by the biggest thundercrack I had heard in my life. In startled me so much I almost jumped across the room. Every storm now that involves anything other then light rain freaks the hell out of me. Every flash of light outside terrifies me. Just a second ago a massive flash happened followed by another huge crack of thunder, and I felt like my heart was going to jump out of my chest.
I never thought I would be so terrified of something that is pretty simple and common, but here I am unable to help myself. I have lived here for a few years now and yet I have still not gotten used to the intensity that can come from some Texas storms. I love the days it's just rain.
Does anyone else have a natural event that to most is probably "meh", yet terrifies you?
Just for the record I was born and raised in California. As such, I can sleep through earthquakes. They don't even effect me. An earthquake could happen right now and I would just let it rock me to sleep. That is how used to them I became and I just wanted to mention that to make what I am about to type seem even more ridiculous.
When a storm would come through my regions of California it would either be some light rain, maybe some sprinkles. In the rare chance it involved lightening and thunder, it was always so tame, almost pitiful on the coastline. I got used to storms being something nice, calm, and easy. Something almost purifying.
Then I moved to Texas with my then girlfriend. I realized during one of the first "storms" that I was not going to enjoy the rain out here. I was sitting in my desk one night with the rear window open listening to the rain when a flash of light occurred followed by the biggest thundercrack I had heard in my life. In startled me so much I almost jumped across the room. Every storm now that involves anything other then light rain freaks the hell out of me. Every flash of light outside terrifies me. Just a second ago a massive flash happened followed by another huge crack of thunder, and I felt like my heart was going to jump out of my chest.
I never thought I would be so terrified of something that is pretty simple and common, but here I am unable to help myself. I have lived here for a few years now and yet I have still not gotten used to the intensity that can come from some Texas storms. I love the days it's just rain.
Does anyone else have a natural event that to most is probably "meh", yet terrifies you?