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I feel as though I must confess, I stole Dave's daughter's iPod and camera.
And THIS is why I love Sera. That's a hell of a callback.I feel as though I must confess, I stole Dave's daughter's iPod and camera.
:toocool:Shouldn't that be in our crushes thread?
Good to hear things are working out, even if your not exactly sure why you feel you do. I really hope you can figure things out one way or another soon too. It's never easy having to figure out things about yourself.No, we're still together now, and she's happier than before. I on the other hand, am a bit "weirded out" by it.
I mean, she doesn't even "really" know me or understand me. Yet she loves me so intensely. (the whole reason she wanted to leave was because she didn't think I was in the relationship for the long haul and didn't think I wanted more than what we have, which at the time, she was right for calling me out on it)
I put on a mask in my day to day life, being what society deems "acceptable" behavior, even around her... the strange part is, pretending to be something different around her doesn't bother me the same way as doing it everywherelse.
That is an excellent confession, hylian.
OH WAIT
.I'm not madly in love with my wife. I love her well enough, I suppose. But I certainly don't think of her as a soulmate. If we split, I'd be sad, but not devastated. When my best friend got divorced, I was actually jealous at how broken up he was about it. I rushed into marriage when I was young, and I've sadly met several people I would think of as soulmates since then.
Whenever I bleed, like from a cut or nosebleed or something, I have an almost compulsive need to drink it. I am not a vampire, I just think it has something to do with self-preservation or something.
I think (and hope) this is fake.I was raped when I was 3
My SO doesn't like when I give her oral sex. She enjoys it physically the few times I've done it but she doesn't seem to like the idea of it, and it bugs me a bit
Ditto, it's kind of compulsive for me. I used to get nosebleeds weekly when I was a kid, I got the habit back then.Whenever I bleed, like from a cut or nosebleed or something, I have an almost compulsive need to drink it. I am not a vampire, I just think it has something to do with self-preservation or something.
Ok along the same lines, here is my confession. Last week, I was in Target waiting in the checkout line. The customer being rung up was a man a fringed scarf draped over his shoulder. At first, I figured he was wearing it because he thought he looked fashionable (it looked kind of dumb really). Then I saw the Target price tag hanging off of it in plain view. I looked at the cashier and glanced back at the man. The guy walked out with that scarf still over his shoulder. No alarm sounded. Nothing. I didn't say a word. I figure if the cashier was so dumb to have not seen the tag, then the man deserved to walk out with it.I never correct people when they give me too much change, and that makes me feel guilty.
Aw man.There are times when I wake up and wish I didn't. Everything I do feels unnecessary, incomplete. There are days where if I wasn't married I am sure I would have ended my life. I could never hurt her, and knowing she is there depending on me is sometimes the only thing that keeps me from following through with how I feel.
Ok along the same lines, here is my confession. Last week, I was in Target waiting in the checkout line. The customer being rung up was a man a fringed scarf draped over his shoulder. At first, I figured he was wearing it because he thought he looked fashionable (it looked kind of dumb really). Then I saw the Target price tag hanging off of it in plain view. I looked at the cashier and glanced back at the man. The guy walked out with that scarf still over his shoulder. No alarm sounded. Nothing. I didn't say a word. I figure if the cashier was so dumb to have not seen the tag, then the man deserved to walk out with it.[/QUOTE]I never correct people when they give me too much change, and that makes me feel guilty.
Please, please consider seeing a therapist about this. There is no shame it in. For your own sake and the sake of your wife, see someone.There are times when I wake up and wish I didn't. Everything I do feels unnecessary, incomplete. There are days where if I wasn't married I am sure I would have ended my life. I could never hurt her, and knowing she is there depending on me is sometimes the only thing that keeps me from following through with how I feel.
Or maybe sometimes they just don't know what they're selling.As someone who works in retail, assuming that the person failed to charge for everything is a little inaccurate. There are plenty of people who think they're fighting the power by allowing shoplifting and accidental theft from occurring, or other people who just wanna help.
Thank you. You are too kind. (Now I feel like I should add something like 'my pointy toothed fiend.')You don't look remotely in your 30s. If that's any consolation.
See, it's dumbass shit like this that makes me angry and puts me in the mindset I/hylian mentioned earlier. It's one thing to be a drunk slut when you're single and not attached (even if I still disagree with it at that point, it's not "wrong"). But MARRIED?! With KIDS?! Sorry that's plain wrong. I absolutely would punch her in the face with no qualms whatsoever.The sister regales me with stories from Vegas, about this guy buying her drinks and everyone having a good time.
It was about that time I punched her in the face and reminded her about her husband and 3 kids at home.
Yeah, I was gonna say. A lot of anger.She made a mistake, had too much to drink and had sex with one guy and she's a "drunk slut" who deserves to be punched?
Wow, dude.
While married with kids? Absolutely she's a drunk slut who deserves to be punched. She has a family, it was way beyond time for her to grow up and be an adult. And by being an adult, I don't mean XXX adult. Pulling this kind of behavior is high-school level idiotic lustful nonsense.She made a mistake, had too much to drink and had sex with one guy and she's a "drunk slut" who deserves to be punched?
Wow, dude.