I'm not going to get into another argument with you. It's just pissing me off again.
I'm not actively looking for a lengthy argument, nor am I actively trolling or deliberately trying to get any more rise out of you than the sort of general teasing and bickering we usually do around here. Buuut...
I agree with you that he should've been clearer [...] but you seem to be taking every bit of pedantry or being (im-)precise for fun or to move discussion around as a personal attack on your belief system and self.
...I know I'm frequently not clear, mostly because the stuff that I think will be immediately obvious to others...
isn't, but over these last few days it really feels like instead of engaging me because you are puzzled at what I am saying/where I am coming from and want to genuinely uncover some clarification, you have specifically been singling me out and disparaging my comments (across multiple threads, even)
not to educate nor further the discussion, but instead as justification and ammunition to attack my personal character, which is honestly very puzzling to me, and apparently to others as well. And since you do not currently appear to be embroiled in an interpersonal vendetta with any of the
other forumites at the moment, I have to wonder: Why me?
Significantly, this is nowhere near the first time the two of us (i.e., you and I specifically
) boil down to butting heads over minutiae, and unless I am remembering things incorrectly (always a possibility), it has always been
you who initiates these sessions and then aggressively harangue
me with the goal of...I'm not sure what the end goal is, exactly. It does mean, though, that we now have enough data points to fit a curve over them, and what that curve says is that there has to be something specifically ABOUT ME that must be triggering YOU, because there can't be any other possible explanation. If it were all because of your attitude, then you'd be fighting with more than just me, and if it were all on
my end, then I'd be the one with multiple quarrels. But neither of these is the case, so again I have to ask:
Why me? Do you even know? Or is this some kind of subconscious thing? What is it about
me that ignites such wrath in you? I honestly don't know. But I'd like to.
--Patrick