So, I've been unemployed for a few months now, and I'm now following a course to help me orient myself on the labor market. Or however you say such things in English.
Anyway, the first workshop was about skills/abilities - things you can learn and can do. So, not "being honest", but "determing priorities", or whatever.
Now, these things come with a LOT of homework. I've been working on the "big" part of my homework assignment for a few hours now, and I'm pretty much done... Except, now I'm stumped on the "lesser" part. The first part was going through a list of hundreds of skills and deciding which ones I possessed, and which ones I wanted to learn/grow in.
Now, the smaller part is putting them on a matrix of "how much do you like doing it" on one axis, and "how good are you at it" on the other. Some are obvious, but I'm really struggling with things I can but don't like, and things I don't have a good grasp of but might enjoy. There's plenty of things I can do, but there's fairly little I really enjoy doing (and there's still no jobs involving hiding away in blanket forts with bottles of whiskey at the moment, so, bah). Most importantly, I actively avoid doing things I'm not good at, and I almost always at least somewhat enjoy doing things I'm good at, simply because I'm good at them.
The skills you can but don't like are called the "burnout cards" and are, of course, to be avoided...And considering how close to a burnout I was when I got fired, I'm pretty sure this is partly due to doing stuff I didn't actually enjoy...Except I really can't tell. this may be a problem in my head, but I'm really having trouble distinguishing things. No, I don't enjoy doing data input. but I'm good at it, and I don't mind it, and it's something that's regularly really useful and saves a lot of time down the line. I'm not particularly enthralled writing working procedures, but I'm fairly good at it and I don't mind. There's literally not a single skill on there I'm good at and hate doing - if I hate it, I've never learned it. And, vice versa, if I'm no good at it, I don't like doing it, even if I might learn to like it later on. This exercise really goes straight to where my problem lies with looking for a new job.