I sometimes fluctuate between calling myself more left wing or right wing - based in part on who I'm talking to (European and American ideas of "left wing" are very different), partly on what axis we're talking about (culturally vs economically) and sometimes because of recent influences changing my thinking on specific topics or whatever.
But no matter where I consider myself to be, I will never understand the mental gymnastics and sheer cognitive dissonance required to be an actual Trumpist right winger/cultist.
There really is something cultlike about it past a certain point.
Sure, you can think illegal aliens should be deported and gender identity issues are a mental issue. I disagree, and I think your ideas are dangerous, but, okay.
But there's just so many inconsistencies and illogical fallacies there that at some point I just... Give up.