I feel the same way after eating them. Nobody ever gets me when I say they make my teeth feel sandy, but finally I see I'm not as crazy as I thought.
 
J

Jiarn

Rant:

Ex and I contiuned having long conversations (in an attempt to keep her as a friend) and she did begin just texting friendly and helpful to my situation. However, due mostly to my own part, I may have caused a few bumps in my past weekend with my current girlfriend because things my ex told me would crop up at the worst times. I keep second guessing my decision (not really second guessing but it's the best word i can think of) and even though I'm so very happy with my choice, somewhere, something, tells me I'm making a huge mistake.

That really bothers me because the last time I had that intuition, it turned out to be very right. It also really bothers me because I should just be able to spend time with my girlfriend and enjoy every minute of it without regret or doubt. I hate this feeling. Last night my ex, after hearing that she was still causing me problems, has by her own choice decided to drop out of my life completely because she really does want me to be happy, even if it means that's with someonelse.

I just feel rotten all over, when this should be the happiest I've been in years.
 
You have to learn to let it go, man. The ex is willing to take herself out of the equation to see you happy. Don't waste her sacrifice for you. Just be thankful she's willing to do that and focus on the new girl. She seems like an awesome catch, don't let her slip by over guilt.
 
Rant:

Ex and I contiuned having long conversations (in an attempt to keep her as a friend) and she did begin just texting friendly and helpful to my situation. However, due mostly to my own part, I may have caused a few bumps in my past weekend with my current girlfriend because things my ex told me would crop up at the worst times. I keep second guessing my decision (not really second guessing but it's the best word i can think of) and even though I'm so very happy with my choice, somewhere, something, tells me I'm making a huge mistake.

That really bothers me because the last time I had that intuition, it turned out to be very right. It also really bothers me because I should just be able to spend time with my girlfriend and enjoy every minute of it without regret or doubt. I hate this feeling. Last night my ex, after hearing that she was still causing me problems, has by her own choice decided to drop out of my life completely because she really does want me to be happy, even if it means that's with someonelse.

I just feel rotten all over, when this should be the happiest I've been in years.
How many times we gotta tell you? Stop talking to your ex.

Don't make me get the whip.
 
J

Jiarn

That's what I keep telling myself. I have everything in place to be ridiculously happy. There's no reason why I should question any of it, and I hate that I do even in the slightest.

Irregardless, I'm going to move forward from this and let time push away those doubts as I spend more and more of my life with her.
 
Rant:

Ex and I contiuned having long conversations (in an attempt to keep her as a friend) and she did begin just texting friendly and helpful to my situation. However, due mostly to my own part, I may have caused a few bumps in my past weekend with my current girlfriend because things my ex told me would crop up at the worst times. I keep second guessing my decision (not really second guessing but it's the best word i can think of) and even though I'm so very happy with my choice, somewhere, something, tells me I'm making a huge mistake.

That really bothers me because the last time I had that intuition, it turned out to be very right. It also really bothers me because I should just be able to spend time with my girlfriend and enjoy every minute of it without regret or doubt. I hate this feeling. Last night my ex, after hearing that she was still causing me problems, has by her own choice decided to drop out of my life completely because she really does want me to be happy, even if it means that's with someonelse.

I just feel rotten all over, when this should be the happiest I've been in years.
STOP TALKING TO HER! Jesus fucking Christ how many times to people have to tell you this?
 
M

makare

No no it still stands. Stop talking to her unless you absolutely have to. That is the main problem.
 
Random: I've been kinda depressed lately and so I find myself avoiding the Rant threads. Kinda funny how that works.
 

Cajungal

Staff member
This might be good; it might be bad. I don't know, so I'll just put it here, I guess...

The principal of that Catholic school where I interviewed emailed me this afternoon and thanked me for coming in. She wants me to call her tomorrow. Oh man... I'm going to have to come clean, and then she's not going to hire me. Either that, or they'll hire me and realize that they don't see me in church on Sunday. They'll notice I don't take the Eucharist during school Mass, and I'll get cornered in the teacher's lounge. Auuuugh, the pressure!!! I hope she just wants to me substitute. No one cares if a substitute loves Jesus...
 

North_Ranger

Staff member
This might be good; it might be bad. I don't know, so I'll just put it here, I guess...

The principal of that Catholic school where I interviewed emailed me this afternoon and thanked me for coming in. She wants me to call her tomorrow. Oh man... I'm going to have to come clean, and then she's not going to hire me. Either that, or they'll hire me and realize that they don't see me in church on Sunday. They'll notice I don't take the Eucharist during school Mass, and I'll get cornered in the teacher's lounge. Auuuugh, the pressure!!! I hope she just wants to me substitute. No one cares if a substitute loves Jesus...
WWJD, Leslie?

Seriously, though... If they see you are a good teacher, they should definitely hire you. If your employment hinges on whether or not you take part in the ritual aspects of your faith, rather than on your personal convictions... well, their loss.
 
P

Philosopher B.

I've called my sister Amblin Entertainment so many times, I can't remember why.
 
Fell asleep in my car because I found it to be too cold to get out and go inside. Uncle from out of town knocked on my window to wake me up. I thought it was my dad at first though, which is weird because this is my mom's brother.



The new guy at work who's fresh off the boat from Bangladesh typically ends up doing all the Charly work. I'm not sure if this is justified through the fact that teaching him that decaf=\= black coffee was a milestone in his understanding of the English language or if he should get even more face time with customers so he can learn.

Also, is it still charly work if Bahar does it?


Looking for an apartment with a female roommate is so weird to me. She actually wants to look at several places, several months in advance. All my guy friends have to move in a month and most of them haven't even started looking.


Soon to be female roommate, and one of my best friends have kind of started dating after meeting each other when I convinced them both to come drinking for new years. I feel like this has a lot of potential to get weird for me.
 

North_Ranger

Staff member
Soon to be female roommate, and one of my best friends have kind of started dating after meeting each other when I convinced them both to come drinking for new years. I feel like this has a lot of potential to get weird for me.
Or the potential for a little something something, maybe?
 
My computer at home has been MESSED UP for a month, so I can only log on at the school in the common area (kind of an extension of the library). I just plugged in my headphones and was watching a video for about a minute before someone came over and told me to turn it down. I had my headphones plugged into the mic jack and didn't even realize it, because the music was sooo loud.
 
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