You guys know that scene in the Godfather when Michael and Enzo the Baker are standing in front of the hospital to guard the mortally wounded Don Corleone, and Enzo is so terrified that his hands are shaking too hard to work a cigarette lighter, so Michael lights his cigarette for him? And there's a brief moment afterwards when Michael looks at the lighter in his hands with an expression of mild surprise, because his hands aren't shaking at all? It's like, being scared is normal in this situation, so maybe Michael is pondering why he's not scared, and what that says about him. Basically, you don't really know how you'll react in any given situation until you really find yourself in it, and your reaction may be unexpected and illuminating.
Anyway, today I accidentally spilled an entire soft drink on my father in law, and to my surprise I didn't feel embarrassed at all. It's weird cause feeling embarrassed about something like this should be normal, especially since my FIL has always been nice to me. Maybe I just don't feel embarrassed about spilling beverages on people? What does that say about me?