Rant VIII: The Reckoning

Welp, my other plans to go kayaking with friends fell through. And it's too late to just go by myself.

It's days like this that remind me why it's best just to rely on myself, only.
 
My mom asked me to order a case of cookies from Cherry Republic. They're big and they're GOOD. Add a freezer box and 2-day delivery because summer. They were due to arrive today. Since today was also a day off, I went to Pittsburgh this morning to buy records. I got home just after 1pm. No sign of any package. The storm door on the back patio (and main entrance to the house) was slightly ajar. I check tracking, and it said delivered at 11:45. When I was still up near Pittsburgh.

I call Fed Ex. First they want to try to fault me for not checking with neighbors first to see if it went there by mistake. That's not my job, and besides, they're all at work at that hour anyway. I give a description of the house and they say it will take up to 48 hours to investigate.

In the meantime, we're out $80 for merchandise we never received.
 
That's so sad :(

Doctors are often pretty careless about what all they prescribe. I've been lucky and had my pharmacist step in and refuse to fill certain prescriptions that would have been dangerous to mix.
 
That's so sad :(

Doctors are often pretty careless about what all they prescribe. I've been lucky and had my pharmacist step in and refuse to fill certain prescriptions that would have been dangerous to mix.
Yep, I once had a doctor prescribe something I was allergic to, luckily the pharmacy caught it and wouldn't give it to me.
 
I love my parents, but I am so annoyed with some of the political opinions they have, which are easily disproved with facts, but they won't listen to them. Good thing I have headphones for some of these long car rides. [emoji14]
 

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I love my parents, but I am so annoyed with some of the political opinions they have, which are easily disproved with facts, but they won't listen to them. Good thing I have headphones for some of these long car rides. [emoji14]
I work with a lady who later aggressively advocating for Trump on Facebook. I'm not unfollowing her, though, because she's one of the few who doesn't use the word "pussification."

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I miss my psychiatrist appointment today. I thought it was on Wednesday. Apparently not.

What's the point anymore? I'll be lucky to find any job, let alone one that isn't some shit minimum wage job with no security. So it's not like I'll ever make enough money to live on my own. Which means the only way I'll move out of my parents' place is when they're dead and I have no place to go but the streets.

Seriously, why should I bother with anything anymore? I won't make anything of my life. I've already wasted it. I'm just getting more unhinged and more....angry at everything. I've pushed away friends and burned bridges. I've barely left the house for several days because I have nowhere to go and no one to see.

I've...I've given up. It's not that I'm unambitious, it's that I have no hope. I feel like my spirit is completely broken. I don't pursue anything, whether it's a job or a friendship or a relationship because I no longer think I can get or even deserve any of that.
 
Some fuck stick cunt sander has been sitting on their ass munching fucking Cheetos all day instead of doing their damn job to provide me with the tools I need to do mine!
 
Also, anyone that chooses Cheetos over Cheezies can fuck right off. For that matter, the garbage ass knock-off Old Dutch Cheesies too.

Cheezies are so fucking superior.
 
My aunt who has gone through breast cancer treatment twice now just learned she has tumors in her brain and lungs. Family is not sure how much time she'll have left, but it doesn't look good. They're going to start radiation on her brain soon.

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Oh, and also in her liver and some bones. :(
 
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