I'm starting to kind of like drawing again.
My 4th year of animation school made me face the harsh reality that I'm just not that good, and my brief stint working in the animation industry reaffirmed that and since then everytime I start drawing I get really stressed out- I start to get basically PTSD flashbacks, and it's been awful because once upon a time drawing was my sole stress-reliever. This year I've taken it upon myself to re-invest in my webhosting again- so my website is back up. And I've been drawing comic strips that directly deal with the causes of my stress- hanging a lampshade on my anxieties and insecurities, and it's only been a couple of days but already, I'm coming home from work actually totally jazzed to pick up my stylus again and do more. Hopefully I can transition these little comics into actual finished pieces again, and maybe not feel like the odd one out anymore whenever I get together with my friends from college who are all so much more talented than I and who are all working successfully in the gaming and animation industries. But, baby steps for now.